Today I don’t understand my digital life






Stop the digital world I think I wanna get off ...

Why am I posting this? What's it all about? Facebook? Twitter? Second Life? Blogging? Very suddenly today I just don't get it anymore...

I'm writing as always sitting in my office. I   have a dozen applications open, some work, some not, some social, some not.   I'm reading tweets, updating my Facebook status so my old school friends can know what I'm thinking this second, checking my MSN contact list to see what Mom is doing and what my kids are listening to, checking my email which is nearly always stuff I either delete straightaway or mark as spam, whilst a virtual avatar of me sits in my virtual second life office next to a virtual cat. And all of a sudden I just DON'T GET IT anymore. 

I've been online for more years than most and working and teaching online since the mid nineties.  It used to make sense. I used to write things that helped people or inspired them. I used to teach people from around the world and feel utterly amazed by the medium that lets me do that.  I used to feel like I was talking to people. They would send emails or write posts or ask questions.   They were people.

Maybe it's the sheer numbers of people that one is exposed to in any given day which is too much.  Maybe the signal to noise ratio was lower.  That's assuming what I am putting out is signal and everyone else's is noise, which, while horribly biased, is everyone's own natural viewpoint.   And maybe that is the crux of the problem. Everyone feels pressured to share their status, tell the world what they're thinking or working on, divulge their fears and post their photos from Saturday night.  But is there really anything to SAY? Do the thousands of people currently twittering about swine flu really have anything useful to say about it?   (Why am I even reading it??)   But then what makes the words of a financial analyst any more reliable about the future of the economy or a particular company?   WHO do you listen to?   And what makes me think I have anything to write anymore?   Or you?

Part of the problem is the firehose mentality of Twitter, which is the hot thing at the moment.  Whilst it can be enormously useful for getting real time reports of things that are happening, the signal to noise ratio is too low and you get the unwanted irrelevant thoughts of so many people direct into your brain.  With Facebook you're looking at the profiles and statuses of select people, even if they're people from your school days who otherwise don't feature in your daily life.   The purpose of Second Life is something which I am used to waning in and out. Sometimes it makes perfect sense to spend money on digital clothing to go virtual clubbing because I'm spending real time with real friends listening to real live musicians - even if me, the friends and the musicians are all sitting alone in our respective homes.   At the very least real communication is going on.   But then there are other times when I don't get it at all.  Logging in seems to be just about your av standing around on a sim surrounded by other avs standing around.   Why are they there? What are they waiting for?  Are they talking to their friends? Or are they wondering the same thing about me?

Maybe this is what burn out is, I don't know.  It used to be called information overload back in the day and it's something that we feared - our brains breaking down from just too much coming at us.   Most of us evolved and the issue went away. We learned to multi-task better, to compartmentalize, to put things on the back-burner so that email and spam didn't dictate your time, so you could cogitate on one thing that's open in the background somewhere, whilst doing a foreground hands-on task. That way not a second is wasted and you can still keep your finger on the pulse.  But were we just delaying the problem, staving it off for another day?  I can't remember the last time I did just ONE thing at a time.   Maybe it's time to take my finger off the pulse for a little while?

But am I still me if I shut down and switch off?  Most of the time even if we step away from the keyboard our digital lives continue without us.  People comment on your posts, like or dislike your statuses, tag their photos of you, send you email and offline messages, Google you, schedule you for meetings.   Someone's av is talking to my av in Second Life right now even though while I'm not strictly afk my attention is afsl.   We take our phones and Blackberries with us so we can still text and be texted, tweet, send in our statuses on pretty much any application you can think of.   So how do you really ever get away from it?  

If I ignore an email from a friend am I snubbing them? If I don't log into a forum am I breaking all ties with that community?  And what about friend requests?   If I turn down a friend request because I don't want to share my digital world with that person doesn't it translate into the real world as meaning I don't like you and I don't want to be your friend anymore?  The etiquette, the social rules, the empathy, just hasn't evolved yet to deal with this intermingling of our real and digital lives.  There is no pause button on real life so likewise there is no pause on digital life.

So while I can say that suddenly I just don't get my digital life because the digital world is so intertwined with the real world isn't what I'm really saying is that suddenly I don't understand life?



Vista & Windows 7 thoughts: Breadcrumbs





I thought I'd write a little bit about Windows 7 today. I've been using it for about a month now primarily because my Samsung Netbook (which came with XP on it) won't run Vista but it will run Windows 7. For me moving onto beta software is a rather unusual step - sure I'll try it out and have a play, either in VMWare or on a spare test PC at work, but switching to something that's not finished yet felt like rather a bold step - but I couldn't stand XP a minute longer. If you are a Windows user who didn't move onto Vista you might not understand this. Everyone said Vista Sucks when it first came out (myself included) but there were several things that I liked about it and eventually even its idiosyncrasies it grew on me.

One of the things that a sudden switch back to XP meant was the loss of the 'breadcrumb trail' - I don't know if that's what it's called and tbh I can't be bothered to go find out its official name right now, mark me down as a lazy blogger if you like, either way here's a picture of the thing:
Breadcrumb trail
Initially when I started using Vista I thought that this thing was an attrocious idea. How would I be able to navigate my file system let alone my network if it looked like this?!
But little by little I got used to it. The ability to click on the name of the folder and see what was inside it was more useful than I'd originally given it credit for:
Breadcrumb - shows the contents of the folder above
And for those times when I really do need the path to a folder (such as when I'm sending someone a link to a network file) all you have to do is click on the folder symbol at the left of the address bar and the path is displayed:
Breadcrumb trail - path

The same breadcrumb trail appears in the save dialog and it's here I find it indespensible. No more navigating up and then down to adjacent folders, mostly it's one click away. Breadcrumb in the save as dialog box

(Before everyone writes in, yes I know those are Vista and not Windows 7 screenshots above. I couldn't be bothered to go screenshot my Netbook right now either. Am I lazy today or what?!)

More soon!



Using Wacom Cintiq & Intuos





I love my Wacom Cintiq as I loved my Intuos 3 tablet before it. When I first got the Cintiq I read a lot of comments from people who loved their new Cintiq so much they were immediately consigning their Intuos to eBay or FreeCycle (or - heaven forfend! - the trash), and this really bothered me as I dearly loved my Intuos setup which it had taken me ages to get just right. The Intuos is also a much bigger area than the Cintiq (I only got the little one) so as excited as I was didn't want to let it go. But being the 'have my cake AND eat it' kind of person that I am, I decided to keep both!

  • Although Wacom don't advertise two tablets as being a viable option - it is! The same Wacom driver works for both devices and is happy to let you set them up with different settings.

    The Wacom control panel app allows you to setup the Cintiq and the Intuos independently which I've found really useful. I have my pen set up to work on the cintiq screen area only (because you point at the screen to use it - you may need think about this for a second if you don't have a Cintiq of your own) but as soon as I move that same pen onto the Intuos tablet it gives me immediate access the entire desktop area across all three monitors - great for multi-tasking as I don't need to go scrabbling for my mouse. Also within Photoshop you only pull just the workspace area onto the Cintiq, leaving all the other controls, history palette, layers palette etc back on your main monitor. Ordinarily to access those settings the Cintiq comes with a monitor switching button but I don't use this as I find it interupts my workflow too much - as does scrabbling for the mouse. What's great about having my old Intuos right alongside the Cintiq is that every time I need to change color or function in one of the palettes in Photoshop I can do it with the same pen just by moving it onto the Intuos.

  • The button layout on the Cintiq is similar to the Intuous so by having both I doubled the number of buttons. If you use the default button layout for Photoshop it is mainly modifier keys, which I don't find that useful. So I've always set it up to change functions in Photoshop which lets me work faster. In order to use the Cintiq I have to pull it into my keyboard's normal position on the desktop, so functions that would once have best been performed by shortcut keys (for example, b for brush, d for default, x to swap colors etc etc) are more difficult. Having twice the number of buttons between the Cintiq and the Intuos is therefore very useful!
    Here's my button layout with the Cintiq on the left and Intous on the right as it appears on my desk when I'm working. I realize the button setup is a very personal thing, so this is what works for me, yours would be different, but it demonstrates the benefits of using both tablets together.
    My Cintiq and Intuos button setup (Cintiq on the left)
  • The pens for the Intuos work on the Cintiq which is good as it doubled my pens straightaway. Voila double the settings options!


Wacom Cintiq with dual monitors





A couple of days ago I was asked by Gordon Robb about my Cintiq post the following question

"...how does the cintiq connect if you already have two monitors. I have this setup, but my graphics card only has two outputs, so where would the cintiqu go? This is the only thing stopping me buying it."

Thanks for your question Gordon. My solution is two dual output graphics cards (ATI Radeon 4800 series). This allows me to have my two main monitors and the Cintiq as an auxiliary. Because my deskspace is limited I'm not in a position to use the Cintiq as a third monitor all the time but on rare occasions when three screens have come in very handy. I use ultramon to handle my existing dual monitor setup and it can handle the Cintiq as a third monitor just fine.